Dirk
Banned
1 Day Before the Nones of Maius, 710 AUC
The litter bearers' feet touched solid ground on the other side of the Tiber, and they began to make the by now well worn way to the stately villa that Cleopatra occupied. It was early afternoon before a market day, so carts full of wine casks, firewood, and in-season crops crowded the roads leading to Rome. Chickens fluttered and clucked in their wicker cages, the earthy smell of too many mushrooms for any number of Romans to eat drifted through the air, and there were even cursing, hurrying men riding four-mule gigs driving the blocks of glacier ice cut from the Alps that wealthy Romans consumed.
Servilia lay back in her litter, content to wait. She did a lot of waiting now, as opposed to her usual thinking. With her son gone, why think and feel the pain instead of wait for a bath or a meal or a social engagement? Is this what all those vapid cunts in my life have felt? she thought. Empty...loss. How other noble girls felt about losing their girlish freedom and virginity to some evil old ugly man, so Servilia thought about losing her son.
Caesar.... Her mouth pursed and her eyes narrowed in...anger? Was it really anger? The warmth coming from her lap and bringing a flush to her cheeks said no. Ecastor, but he could still make her feel like a girl, though she was a few months shy of fifty! She did not hate him like she had hated her half-brother Cato, and she did not feel disappointment in or pity for him, as she had her late husband Silanus. It was...humiliation. She'd been utterly dominated by him, from start to finish, and she was still infatuated.
She lay an arm over her eyes and let out a long sigh that was almost a moan.
"Do you need anything, Domina?" the young body servant asked timidly, head down. She was a new, beautiful Greek thing, but hadn't yet learned Servilia's temperament.
"No," she snapped out, voice lashing like a whip, and the girl flinched back. When Servilia sighed again, she didn't say anything.
The night before, Cleopatra had thrown her going-away party, and invited all the leading ladies of Roman society, Servilia second among them. Caesar's wife Calpurnia was of course the first and most honored lady among them, but Servilia had caught Cleopatra's eye twinkling and they'd had a good laugh about it afterwards. Any woman who knew what was what knew that Cleopatra and Servilia were the queen bees.
Servilia had been expecting this invitation, of course. One last meeting between the two of them privately before her new friend quit Rome, maybe for forever. She saw through her litter's hangings that the villa's courtyard was packed with carts piled high with boxes and chests and gilt couches and chairs dyed with real Tyrian Purple and real clear glass tabletops, and bundles and sacks to be carried by the servants, and one huge chest of iron that Servilia knew contained the crown jewels, the idols of Cleopatra's gods, and a tiny part of the treasury of Egypt. So the Queen was ready to leave.
A mincing steward bowed respectfully before her and led the way to the Queen's chambers, a complex of a dozen rooms that took up about half the villa. Servilia blinked in brief surprised when she saw how bare and white the walls were. Her entire experience of the place had been full of rich cloth-of-gold curtains hanging from the ceilings and embossed gem-inlaid murals of silver and brass nailed to the walls.
They still walked on the same pearly marble slabs, though, for Caesar spared no expense where his public image was concerned, and eventually came to her rooms. There she knelt with the boy in front of her, both heads bowed in prayer to the bearded Serapis.
Servilia watched and waited. The boy, though a little more than a month shy of three, looked to be about four years old. The wide, all-seeing eyes that stared out of his head were a green-flecked version of Caesar's own pale grey and the thick golden hair atop his head was Caesar's.
The finished within a few minutes and Cleopatra looked up and smiled in delight. "Servilia, welcome!" she rose and, steering the boy with her hands on his shoulders, went to the woman. "I was just praying for safe journey," she said in the halting, accented Latin that she was trying to perfect. Cleopatra knew Attic Greek, Asian Greek, Demotic Egyptian, the old Ancient Egyptian used by the priests, and Hebrew, but she could not for the life of her get a good grasp on Latin.
Still Servilia understood her, and answered in Greek. "I too pray that you reach your kingdom on calm seas. You have Neptune's blessings."
"Caesarion, where are your manners? Greet our guest."
The boy looked up into her eyes fearlessly and he intoned seriously, in perfect Latin, "Welcome, lady Servilia." Though his voice was lilting and high, it carried an ominous weight to it. Caesar in the flesh, Servilia thought, and almost shuddered. There was only one difference, and that was that Caesarion's skin was a baby-smooth milk-white, whereas Caesar's was rough and brown from the march.
"Why thank you very much, Prince of Egypt," Servilia said with a smile, ignoring the eeriness. What harm was this beautiful, polite little boy? "Tell me," she pouted, "will you miss your father dreadfully?"
Caesarion considered her for a moment, and then it looked as if he decided to tell her, as if he'd already learned how and when to lie. "Mama says he'll visit us after he's done with the Parthians."
"True, true," Servilia nodded, amazed, and then her voice was drowned by his alien-sounding, Egyptian cries of delight as he saw his tutor and then ran two him. The two dropped out of sight and Servilia shook her head, chuckling.
"He have the effect on much people," Cleopatra said with difficulty, smiling. "Come, sister." She took Servilia's arm and led her to the triclinium, were two simple Roman couches, with which the house had originally been furnished, lay waiting.
"You're all packed, then. Leaving us here in this little village while you go off to Alexandria!"
Now it was Cleopatra's turn to chuckle in that girlish voice she had, tossing her dark hair back. "Alexandria is...be--Alexandria be big and white and open, but Alexandria is--be empty." She shook her head and switched to Greek. "I only saw after meeting Caesar and learning from him how empty Alexandria is. The boulevards are wide and lined with palms, and the monuments and temples and statues are big and white and clean, but it's all the same people. Rome...in Rome a man is a slave one day and owns ten buildings the next, or the other way around. I haven't even stepped foot in the city and I know that it's life and death, win and lose, day in and day out. In Egypt if you're a Macedonian, you're a Macedonian, and you'll be on top no matter how much money you lose. If you're a Jew you're a Jew, and you'll be in the middle and in the army no matter what you do. In Rome it's different."
Servilia nodded slowly. "You see that side of us, but you don't see what I see. In Rome, everybody is out to make it big and make it quick. Everybody."